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Sunday, November 26, 2006

Actually i no longer go out on weekends..rather i prefer staying at home and chill most of the time..maybe its not the same anymore..but prolly i can save whatever i can..weekdays and weekends bear no difference to me anymore..to me its just another day..so what its a monday? and i haveto work..and so what its a friday? i no longer have the vision to look forward to every fri and weekends..they're nth special except being my rest day..

yest ah zai called me up a few time to ask if im going to benzei's birthday..giving it a thought..travelling to sentosa is abit too far for me..and i really dun have the mood..but i also duno how to tell him that i prefer staying at home..he manage to get augustine and he came down to my place to fetch me..cause he's going to ubi to take his car from the garage..not say im "tua pai"..got ppl fetch then i go..but its like inconvenient for me..i always gotta travel to and fro by cab..cause there's no other source...so this is a consideration i have to make..well..i went wif augustine anyway..since it had been a long time since we last met..i know he sure got alot of army stuffs to share wif me..cause he's currently serving his BMT at tekong..time flies..and i already ORD now..those were the days..whereby eevrything is so basic..having fun and laughters even thou we are being held up on a fucking island for a week..weekends to RECRUITS are sucha happy events..when we can come out and meet our loved ones for a day or 2 be4 we go back for training..im sure u peeps will understand if u go thru the same phrase like me..=)

i was alittle shock when august told me they are having a secretive bbq birthday surprise for benzei at sentosa.."sentosa got pit meh?" is the 1st ques i asked him..then i got to know its at the little twin tower across the beach..where we always climb to the top and see the scenery or phototaking..feelings was indeed different from day and nite..we use to hop around..playing volleyball and sun tan etc but now..we r like having an "illegal" bbq at the towers..haha..was really surprise when i reach to see the effort of puttingup the decorations (balloons,colourful birthday wishes and name) on the tower..i guess benzei shud appreciate..cause i think no one or none of my birthday is like that be4 in my coming 22 yrs in this world..=``) thats what BOB (Band of Brothers) is all about..they might seem alittle childish at times..playing some silly games..cracking some funny lame jokes or alittle bengish when their temperature went up..but after all..they are still my brothers in life..

last nite at sentosa makes me re-cap the feelings i had during my bmt days..on the top of the tower...i looked out to the sea and rmb my bmt company (whiskey) which is also by the sea..everynite i will be sitting on the ledge at 5th storey and look out to the sea and chat on phone..this is a feeling thats so soothing yet alittle lonely at times..its the same when im on the top of a mountain in taiwan..looking at the stars in the cold windy nite..finding and borrowing my frd's hp hoping that i can call my some1 to tell her i really miss her alot..and hearing her voice or heard her crying..washed away all my shagness and loniness..haha..if not because of army..i might not be able to seen and taste this feeling in this fast pacing society...i nv regret..and going to taiwan really allow me to see alot of things..

drink a can of heineken last nite but i really dun like beer..but benzei bought it for us..so its good to drink 2gther when we can..shared alot of stuffs and happen to know that..some frds tend to change when time flies..some for the better..while some become worst..for that..i cant comment much either..life and road is determine by only themselves..still cant get to bed yet since last nite..lolx..nocturnal? YES!..more like insomnia to me..haha..but dun worry..im fine..used to it..but cant do this that often..not good for health and i still got work commitment now..of course i know its bad..but not that i wan mah..lolx..ask my brain why it dun wanna rest..k la..i think i nag too much for this entry..the next time im gonna blog is duno when again..

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