Sunday, November 26, 2006
Actually i no longer go out on weekends..rather i prefer staying at home and chill most of the time..maybe its not the same anymore..but prolly i can save whatever i can..weekdays and weekends bear no difference to me anymore..to me its just another day..so what its a monday? and i haveto work..and so what its a friday? i no longer have the vision to look forward to every fri and weekends..they're nth special except being my rest day..
yest ah zai called me up a few time to ask if im going to benzei's birthday..giving it a thought..travelling to sentosa is abit too far for me..and i really dun have the mood..but i also duno how to tell him that i prefer staying at home..he manage to get augustine and he came down to my place to fetch me..cause he's going to ubi to take his car from the garage..not say im "tua pai"..got ppl fetch then i go..but its like inconvenient for me..i always gotta travel to and fro by cab..cause there's no other source...so this is a consideration i have to make..well..i went wif augustine anyway..since it had been a long time since we last met..i know he sure got alot of army stuffs to share wif me..cause he's currently serving his BMT at tekong..time flies..and i already ORD now..those were the days..whereby eevrything is so basic..having fun and laughters even thou we are being held up on a fucking island for a week..weekends to RECRUITS are sucha happy events..when we can come out and meet our loved ones for a day or 2 be4 we go back for training..im sure u peeps will understand if u go thru the same phrase like me..=)
i was alittle shock when august told me they are having a secretive bbq birthday surprise for benzei at sentosa.."sentosa got pit meh?" is the 1st ques i asked him..then i got to know its at the little twin tower across the beach..where we always climb to the top and see the scenery or phototaking..feelings was indeed different from day and nite..we use to hop around..playing volleyball and sun tan etc but now..we r like having an "illegal" bbq at the towers..haha..was really surprise when i reach to see the effort of puttingup the decorations (balloons,colourful birthday wishes and name) on the tower..i guess benzei shud appreciate..cause i think no one or none of my birthday is like that be4 in my coming 22 yrs in this world..=``) thats what BOB (Band of Brothers) is all about..they might seem alittle childish at times..playing some silly games..cracking some funny lame jokes or alittle bengish when their temperature went up..but after all..they are still my brothers in life..
last nite at sentosa makes me re-cap the feelings i had during my bmt days..on the top of the tower...i looked out to the sea and rmb my bmt company (whiskey) which is also by the sea..everynite i will be sitting on the ledge at 5th storey and look out to the sea and chat on phone..this is a feeling thats so soothing yet alittle lonely at times..its the same when im on the top of a mountain in taiwan..looking at the stars in the cold windy nite..finding and borrowing my frd's hp hoping that i can call my some1 to tell her i really miss her alot..and hearing her voice or heard her crying..washed away all my shagness and loniness..haha..if not because of army..i might not be able to seen and taste this feeling in this fast pacing society...i nv regret..and going to taiwan really allow me to see alot of things..
drink a can of heineken last nite but i really dun like beer..but benzei bought it for us..so its good to drink 2gther when we can..shared alot of stuffs and happen to know that..some frds tend to change when time flies..some for the better..while some become worst..for that..i cant comment much either..life and road is determine by only themselves..still cant get to bed yet since last nite..lolx..nocturnal? YES!..more like insomnia to me..haha..but dun worry..im fine..used to it..but cant do this that often..not good for health and i still got work commitment now..of course i know its bad..but not that i wan mah..lolx..ask my brain why it dun wanna rest..k la..i think i nag too much for this entry..the next time im gonna blog is duno when again..
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
Daddy woke me up early today cause i need to go to m'sia embassy and Lavender to do my oath and stuffs..the 1st thing that piss me off rite in the morning is..the taxi driver drive us to m'sia embassy using ECP..which we know its a longer route to the destination after another cab driver told us when we took cab back home..if only i rmb his fucking number plate..then im able to make him lose his rice bowl for good..cause the nice taxi driver said that..in their exam or test..they ARE to use the shortest possible route to bring customers to the destination and not by cheating on them..they can have their license revoke for doing that...thank god i dun rmb and im not evil/blackheart to that extent..he was rather old liao..i know imma being contradicting here..but u cant expect me to see him sweeping the Sg road or end up somewhere suffering w/o that job..i know i wont be able to live life in peace with this guilt in me..haha..
the 2nd fucking thing that pisses me off rite in the morning is ---> "if u are hungry...and u dun voice out or tell me u are hungry..how the fuck i know u are hungry?" ...i dunno if this example is suitable to explain my prob..they fucking send me letter on what to bring..but thats only for sg side..and when i reach m'sia embassy..then i know i gotta bring other documents..so can anyone tell me..WTF is this? dun tell me to call up the embassy be4 hand and ask what to bring..1st..the letter stated already what to bring..2nd..if any tom dick and harry call up the embassy and ask what to bring..what will they tell u again? thats why i quoted earlier on..u nv tell me what to bring..how the fuck am i able to know what u wan? and only sg send me letter on what they wan..haiz..now i understand..why just now some ppl tell me..they go 3-4 times..cause they dun like to say what they wan in 1 shot..and for god sake..do u knw just now the form they gave me is ALL IN MALAY? thou im born in m'sia..but im not malay educated to begin with...i migrate to SG straight after i born..tell me how the fuck a chinese is able to fill up the fucking entire form flooded wif malay language!! geez..im gonna get high blood pressure soon at a young age wif this rate ppl are going..now i gotta push everything to next wed..cause daddy next off day is next wed..wasted $30+ over to go tanglin area for rounding..saw diff countries embassy thou..its like an excursion? well..i have learn how to forsake and forgive..
I dunno whats wrong wif me..but it seems that recently..i learn too many new things..its like..they are all coming to me at a rapid speed..im not saying that its a bad thing..but i really learn alot..yest i met up wif my cousin for the 2nd time in a time frame of less than 1 week..strange to say..she called me up for dinner..we seldom even sit down and talk for hrs..but she also see the change in me..to her..yest she told me this.."the jerry at home and the jerry im talking to now..is a completely 2 diff person.." wif that...i gave her a very stoned face and a general ???? face...wtf! geez..she told me im just a wooden block who stuck 24/7 in my room and now im sharing and talking to her abt almost everything under the sun...haha...i just told her she still dun understand me thatmuch..actually im quite friendly and easy to talk to mah..i know million of frds will tell me..if i nv smile or laugh..my face wil look rather fierce and serious...sorry..i will try to smile more and show u all my 2.5 dimples as and when i can..lolx..my gd frd was wif me yest..and he told me.."talking to yr cousin..can really learn alot"..no doubt..=)
hey peeps! my business plan is already been drafted out and plan..yest i spend sometime discussing wif my bros abt the necessary stuffs and i hope im able to bring it in be4 the festive season..so u peeps can prolly get some new clothes and stuffs for xmas or new yr etc..im trying hard..i mean REAL HARD..to push everything..im afraid that imma prolly miss to be in time for xmas thou..but if im afraid and dun try..i know i will nv be able to make it..haha..capital shud be rdy and now im awaiting for the various web page design to be up for selection..and the supplier to reply back to me..you peeps fav accessories will only come in on the 2nd mth or 3rd mth..that one i cant promise yet..but i will surely bring in..with that..i gotta end my blogging here...ciaoz..
