Listening to : Splender - I think God can explain

Shaun woke me up early in the morning..when i just manage to catch a few hrs of slp..and went out to meet him..went bugis to eat..wait for him to cut hair then catch "The Collateral" wif him..tian mi mi again..lolx..then went over to far east walk walk..hmv and lastly cine..b4 we actually headed back to tamp to buy my slipper for army..
Came back wif a low mood..and chatted wif mummy awhile..can see she really dote me lor..haiz..she actually cant took off tml due to staffs' prob..but she insist on going wif me..and make me some weird drinks..lolx..but i finished it..woot!gonna have a good slp later on my cosy bed..last nite le..my bolster and my everything..argh! packed finish my stuffs le..and im ready to go..haha..like real..
ok lah..i will be back in a couple of weeks wif my deadly and shexi hairstyle..muahaha..DUN SUAN ME LAH..lolx..
Tml my parents and my best bro shaun will be sending me..*touched* no doubt for being the best bro in my life who know everything abt me..haha..i love u shaun..

11:42 PM
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haha..after today..i will be in another island of singapore le..time to report and serve the country..wif my botak hairstyle and my weak fitness..hahahaha..im all ready to go and see and experience my new life..BRING IT!
Slack the whole day..b4 meeting yang..leo and amos for ktv..definitely sing until song..4 hrs of singing..haha..song boh?yang is really very funny lor..when u go ktv wif him..u will know why..haha..he love to shout more than he sing..he nearly broke all the glasses in sunlight..haha..bth..but it was a nice outing..hmm..im making it short for today..cause after this..im going to pack my bag for friday le..thanks all my bros for the time spend wif me..accompany and enjoy to the maximum..hee..thanks..i know i will miss u all..and definitely my mum!! =`( but well..she and daddy already took off on fri to send me over to my camp..touched..im afraid i will shed my tears when she walked away..but i know its just a short period of time..life still continue..hee..k lah..im off to pack my bag le..nitez and say bb to my last day..

1:47 AM
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Woke up automatically in the noon..prolly because im hungry i guess..then have a bathe and went downstairs to get some food and drinks..after that..spend a few hrs talking craps wif my god sis serene..lolx..we usually dun talk so much like we do now..haha..talking abt life...the future etc..really kill my time..
Fug me for forgetting abt mum's birthday until my cousin came back wif foods and stuffs..geez..this is so BAD!thank god mum is not back from work yet..so we started preparing and cool enough..i no need to make my way out to get mum's present..my cousin order the person to make a white gold cross for mummy..so we just shared among ourselves..my sis..me and my 3 cousins..so u can prolly guess how much it cost yea?my pocket is definitely burnt..no more money to spend my last 2 days outside le..but well..that's just a small sacrifise for my lovely mummy..i dun mind at all..cause i think i enjoyed well enough the weekend chionging and eating wif my frds..so i will just be a good boy and chill my remaining 2 days..

1:05 AM
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After 12am..i will left wif 3 days to my enlistment..somehow or rather..i feel like going in asap as im really very bored out here..cannot work and nowhere to go..life is simply meaningless..at least when im inside..im doing exercise and stuffs..dun try to tell me now i think this way but i will change my mind after i go in..come on..i dun really give a fuk abt it seriously..dun say it as thou i nv been send to other related camps..and same thing..wake up early when the sky is still dark and exercise and same thing..being "ta kan" by those instructor..and run the hell morning to afternoon b4 we go for lunch..we are also asked to cut botak during those days..just that after lunch is counselling..whereas army is do duty or what so ever..so i dun really care whether u have finish yr army or u just went in a few weeks or mths b4 me..and saying as thou u have been serving the army for a decade or century..come on..get a life dude..i just simply dun understand what u dudes r trying to prove..go in army means more sud? or something? geez..that's for some dudes out there who heard im going to army..and flooding me wif all sorts of craps when i NV EVEN ask them for one..i got many bros here who finished serving and still serving army now..anything i dunno..i can seek them for help..unneccessary comments drive me mad..thanks..and pls try to understand what im saying..i SAID i wanted to go in asap is because i cant work now..and i wont be having so much $$ to keep spending my days out here doing shits..i dun wanna add any burden to my dad anymore when he keep giving me allowance..hell yeah..all my bros and frds know i dun work and i will also be having sufficient cash to survive for 1 god damn mth..im simply BORED..i had enough of chiong and slack..im slacking for abt 3 mths or so? going in give me a new life and lessen my dad's burden..u dunno what im thinking so dun assume u know me well..nobody loves being pump or keep running for god sake..use yr fuking brain..i nv gave u that mentallity that "i wanna go in army now to get pump and enjoy the exercise!!"..scroll up..IM A SLACKER..so what makes u think i love exercise? 1 lap of swimming nearly make me exhausted..and u fuking think that i wanan go in asap to suffer..GOD!! KILL ME NOW!!

10:56 PM
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Here we go..have been meeting all my bros and buddehs..meet baoguo and zei on fri for last chiong day..and today..is for my gb team 99 guildmates for farewell dinner..they really miss me man..lolx..well..today is my 1st day seeing them..and we really enjoyed meeting up..we actually dunno how each other look like..beside some with frdster..but if ya wanan compare real life and pic..dude..its way diff..real life is always better..all my handsome and cutie bros who fought wif me..went thru the hardcore training,formulae training and gaming nites after nites..just to play our best and strive to obtain a name for our guild..weiliang..being the youngest to9..wif 17 of age..looked so boyish..lolx..like a xiao di di to me..and i got ah cute whois already married at 19 as is gonna be a father soon..as for guowei..woot! the cleverest bro in 99..finished his NS..and now is doing his university at 22 this yr..his gf is a babe man..dun play play..sherwin said he fetching his gf until he nv turn up..imma gonna woop his candy arse when i see him..needless to say abt my best bro in my 20 yrs..SHAUN THE SLEEPING BEAST WHO NV ANSWER MY CALL!!he can really slp..haiz..still say wanna go town in the noon for movie and buy clothes..dammit..LIES!!! he cheated on my feelings!!! lolx..the funny part was..i thought today steamboat was cancelled..as no call or msg until 720pm..my dear weiliang called me up and told me he reach marina..GEESUS! i was shocked..cause i just woke up..and he have reached..i quickly went to bathe and they started bombing me 1 by 1..saying they have reached..are they giving me a surprise or something?then i jump onto this cab wif a super frdly taxi driver..haha..i told him abt what happen as he seem to click wif me yea? and u know what? he drove at 120km/h down ECP..woo hoo..do u watch Fast & Furious or Lie Huo Zhan Che? haha..too bad..it isnt skyline here..upon reaching marina..i saw hundreds or thousands of ppl standing at the bridge..and uncle started to slow down because of the jam..and "BOOM!" it goes..beautiful fireworks flooded the whole sky..darn!..it was so beautiful..it seems like the fireworks and me are just a distance away..awwwwwwww..uncle wind down his window and stick his head out for better view..haha..how i wish i was wif my love one..so i can kiss her on the forehead after the fireworks and tell her.."i love u!"..but too bad..uncle was wif me..i took a few pics wif my hp..and send 1 of it to jas..dunno if she like it..cause its kinda blur..blamed my hp for that..lolx..
Starting eating abit and i cant take it anymore..kinda no appetite..so i asked them to continue without me..they were attacking on the chilli crabs the whole nite..haha...while i was happily chattin wif jas..she's still as cute as ever..from the day i know her..hee..bth..her voice machiam xiao mei mei..that's what drive me crazy..haha..joking..
Decide to come home early and accom my mum..but she was busy doing her church stuffs..and my daddy was reading his bible in his room..holy yea? u wont believe that JERRY IS ACTUALLY CHRISTIAN DUDE!! haha..but i haven baptised and add my name to my i/c..my youngest bro was henry..and my sis was jacelyn..given by the priest when young? yeah yeah..
Jas said she will come over to myplace and pei me this few days after her sch..dunno zhun or not? later tua me..but she said she will wait for me 2 yrs? and pei me every weekend?eee..i dun believe..she is evil..change le meh? haha..

11:58 PM
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Woke up after 4hrs of slp when jas sms me..but after deciding where to go and meet..she fell down..omg..poor gal..so suay on her birthday..in the end..nv meet her cause she nv call me..and i went back to bed..kosh..slept till 1- 2am..then woke up..called shaun up and asked him go eat supper wif me..and we chiong straight to geylang for "tian ji zhou"..haha..but this shop not so nice..it was 4am+ thou..so cannot complain..the rest was already closed..eat and chatted craps..and went back home..haiz..really very boring man..5 days to go..gogogo!

5:35 AM
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Woke up early this morning by the doorbell when a guy stood outside wif flowers and foods..omg..i thought he went to the wrong house..but it was for me..geez..xiaoxue said she making lunch for me..but she nv told me there's flowers..omg..i was kinda like..so shy..well..i quicky signed the receipt and closed the door..cause i was half naked..and that guy was keep looking at my body arts..lmao!! do u wan some? jajaja..
Slacked till nite b4 mummy came back asking this and that..sometimes do feel irritated..but well..she's the best mummy in this earth..she dote me alot..compare to my younger sis and bro..now u know what's "da ge da" already?hmm..but she always expect me to be like other ppl's son..come on..im who i am..im unique and i possessed a fuking attitude towards life..so she have already got used to it..as long as i dun do bad things..that's a promise within me and her..so drugs and gangs is a strictly NONO! to me..im definitely a good boy like the rest..dun u dare to even wonder if im a beng..cause i will fuk u upside down inside out instead..
Went to meet baoguo and benzei over at ceni..cause this is our last friday..for me and for him to see me..so i drag myself over..had a waffle ice cream wif them..wif a cookies and cream smoothie..haha..fav man!!u nv say NO! to cookies and cream smooties or shakes..u r dumb if u do so..now..learn to appreciate it..yea?played 3 frames of billiard wif baobao..but i lost..im so unlucky..was winning boy..what am i doing?shooting birds..this is not my standard..cleared quite a number of balls wif single cue..u definitely love this feeling when there're ppl looking at how u play..
Down we go in the lift..and it got stuck at 1st level..so this is friday the 13th huh? suay sia..was getting stuffy and stuffs..and ppl are making me laugh..by shouting "Hello!! what happen?" and stuffs..hahaha..and the security guard created the joke of the day..when we told him they r 8 persons in the lift..and he fuking told us it's overload..THE FUK SIGN SHOWED 20 PAX DUDE!! R U DUMB? we played around wif him..trying to make him lose some face there..lolx..
Went to MS Club 3..woo hoo..so long since i last visit Club 3..dance wif benzei and bao like nobody biz..crowd also decrease..look like everybody is visiting MU now huh? lolx..flooded wif small bengs..underaged kids..trying to stare at me when i visit the washroom..they were all at the far end..flooded outside the whole area near washroom...geez..they dunno where they stand when they stared at me..but well..i aint a kiddo anymore..so i dun give a shiet..saw keagan there and started jokign and talkign crap wif him..then we make our way back home for an early rest..
hey!Aug 14..jasmine birthday..was kinda like so "zhun" when i saw her at msn..and asked her if she wanna watch movie..and she told me tml its her birthday..thank god i reacted real fast when she asked me whether i forget abt her birthday.."no lor..just that my hp haven beeped for that reminder"..hehe..but true enough..my hp beeped at 1130pm..but i was busy talking craps wif bao and zei i guess..forgot to sms..my bad..anyway..later when i wake up..she asked me to give her a call..and im gonna celebrate her birthday wif her..hmm..she pei me..i pei her?hee..nitey!

4:28 AM
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Slept from yest morning till today morning..im really gonna get into a deep shit soon..when i report to army..dammit..woot..slack until now..lolx..midnite liao..haiz..another day passes just like that..freaking no life..but what to do..im lazy to go out..no mood..
Fuking bad day..monitor spoilt..went white..couldn't see a single shits..lucky i got 1 more monitor..so i asked my cousin to help me carry into my room..and changed it..that dude today nv go to work..lazy arse.. 2nd day of work nv go liao..horrible..like that how to work? must be like me..always punctual..thinking abt my new life in army..im really worried..with my condition..i will die in the camp..haha..well..let's see how i suffer bah..1 by 1..waiting for imma to be botak..wanna see my botak pic nia..wanna laugh at me or touch my head like a magic ball rite? NO WAY!!haha..i wont meet any of u..
Oh! then my com was struck by some fuking virus..and i called haider over to my house..and format my damn cpu..and install his window xp and stuffs..he always got those disc from dunno where..hmm...after he left..i gonna d/l a lot of my stuffs..finally im done wif it..and now im charging the server wif mp3s..gonna coma soon..now..xiaoxue cooked some stuffs for me..and ask "some1" to deliver to my house tml morning..geesus..i wonder who the person is..as she got sch tml..dun tell me she pay for ppl to deliver the food..that's wasting money man..haiz..but i appreciate her effort thou..thanks anyway..=P

3:33 AM
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well..as usual..i woke up at 8+ last nite and slack all the way to the morning..but my buddeh shaun go crazy when he said his NS letter arrived..and he gotta report next tues..which is earlier than me by 3 days..lolx..he was kinda low..and went out to drink wif his frds..lolx..u will love his reaction man..lolx..ogk forum was done..and yet i dun wish to go gaming..so i just chilling infront of my com surfing frdster..smoke..and do nth till shaun is back..and started talking craps wif him..then pei was online..and she reminded me to meet her on 19th..to celebrate my last day? or shud i say a last meet up..maybe she misses me i guess..lolx..anyway..me and shaun just played her around while she's in the blur mode in da morning..then we saw yang left for his oversea trip..geez..good life huh? too bad i cant go anywhere now..haiz..maybe 2 yrs later..and that makes me abt 4-5 yrs without leaving singapore..my mum told me that my grandpa misses me real lots..but every new yr..i seem to be missing my loved one here..so i decided not to go back m'sia..*sigh*
Leoie came online and i started showing him and shaun grace's pic..and they goes "fwah!!" "kan chio lor!!" lolx..its grace man..of course lah..she's an angel from heaven man..then i showed them step's pic..whom looked like Yang Gong Ru lor..u wouldn't believe there's such beauty in SG..well..i might be talking rubbish and nonsense wif my buddehs.but when it come to r/s..im serious and definitely not that kinda playboy or flirt whom u all thinks i am..im just as fragile as any kind souls out there..dun accused me for being a flirt CAUSE IM NOT ONE!i know when to joke..and when to be serious..saying this and that gal chio or what doesn't link me into a flirt or playboy..i dun haf that kinda quality to play anyone..i just wanna be serious and settled wif some1 i loved and whom i can last..anyway..i dun haf much gf..this proves i dun love any laddey out there for no reason..but the chemistry that links us 2gther..prolly u guys and wussy doesn't know..i treat all my gf real cool..cause i wan them to rmb me even thou if i leave for good or bad..be some1 they rmb..is better than being some1 whom they hate..heez..that's my theory in love..so u can see many of them asked me for patch..but i find it real hard..i need some1 who can click wif me..understand me..and talk to me abt anything under the sun..well..everyones' hope for a carign and understanding partner too..i hope u will know it someday..that i love u..
Leoie asked us to play gb after mia for a long time..so me and shaun agreed wif that..and went killing those noobs in the room..lolx..games after games..we still cant have a good and challenging game..i guess we r too pro..prolly our teamwork is too good..lolx..the unbeatables yea? haha..we played till leoie got d/c..and ah paul..shaun's wife..reached his house..and we bid good bye and leave the game..i was kinda bored..till i saw zh3nG came online..suddenly..swimming came to my mind..so i gave him a call..and he told me he wanted to upgrade his hp..and go for a swim..i was like "wtf!! i called ya to ask u out for a swim dude!" lolx..great minds think alike yea? hehe..prepared my stuffs and met zhengiee at tamp mrt..
Headed to CS Haagen Dazs..and saw my ex colleague(maybe i spelt wrongly)..have a few chats wif them..and told them that im leaving on the 20th..anyway..zheng still working at there thou..went a level up to nokiacare..waited awhile and jio leonard down for a puff..while we started our lame craps and nonsense again..lolx..
Here we are..at tamp swimming complex..we stripped ourselves from top to bottom..oh kosh..im naked!!!i jump right into the cold pool..GEEZ!! IT FUKING COLD!! WTF!! where did the sun go? started diving into the bottom of the pool..and up..then zheng ask for 1 lap..geesus..i cant believe 1 lap actually make me so exhausted..i was like just finish running a 2.4km..but not so "kua zhang"..but indeed very bad for me..what happen to my fitness?am i dying or something?why so poor? went a few laps b4 im in a total drowning state..zheng was still fit..going lap after lap..haha..trying to burn some fats..so he's trying hard..but suddenly i feel like vomitting and tummy ache..so i rush to the toilet to release myself..after that..i told zheng..im not feeling well..and we went to bathe..
Settled down at BK for our lunch as i got some coupons wif me..hehe..dun look down on us for using coupons..cause coupons helped us to save alot of money..both headed for our standard mushroom swiss meal wif 10 cheezesticks and extra 1 barley..woot! i miss the mushrooms!!
Back to Haagen Dazs for our free dessert..Macadamia Nuts wif Caramel Cone Explosion..BOOM!! yummy!! i miss those NUTS! LOLX!!!!was chilling on the 1st table..wif our yummy icecream..then kelvin and leonard joined us..these 2 kukus nv work but sitted down wif us..happily chatting..haha..what if desmond appear? omg..we will be kill!!anyway..who cares? haha..
abt 3:25pm..we headed for nokiacare to collect zheng's hp..he's kinda like.."if i got no hp..im as good as dead" situation..hehe..then i was chilling outside..looking at the chiobu working in Nokiacare..trying to peep at what she's doing without being caught..but unlucky for me..i was caught by her 1 time..and i decided to walk away..as usual..im shy..haha..
Then we went down and saw a yellow Mazda 6 drove passed..guess what? i saw miho in the car..that's her bf dude!!woo hoo..driving a nice car yea? well..that's the testimonial from the lord "wu chia wu charbo..bo chia..simi ma bo!"..hmm..we BOB always remind ourselves wif this sentence..*sigh*...sometimes it really proved wif evidence..
Went over to Pavillion..trying to get a table for billiard..but its kinda like full house..except for pool..but we dun play pool..its too easy..lolx! joking..so we decided to go upstairs for gaming instead..played abt an hr + and here i am..back at home..im feeling very tired now..going to hit the sack soon..duno what time i will wake up thou..slping at this time..geez...midnite? or tml morning? nobody knows..my biological clock in in an unstable condition since a long time ago..
Time and tide waits for no man..but im lost..real lost this time round..i really miss and wanna see her..i wish i could call her up and talk to her..but im afraid she might be busy..or will somehow reject me in a way..but trying not to hurt me..well..i dunno why i love her so much..maybe because of her..her everything..the 1st day we went out..and most importantly..her lovely smile that melted my heart..whenever i looked at her..she will give me a shy smile..geez..i wish i could hold her right there..and whispered in her ear.."give me a chance..to prove my love for u..gimme a chance to let u feel love and care once again..for me..will always be faithful and true to u..till the end of time.."
misses u..
amen!

6:06 PM
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Kosh!! i woke up at 0745 when annqi sms me and asked me to take care when i go in to army..so sweet of her to actually still rmb me..heez..i woke up after 19hrs 2mins of slp..that's horrible..im feeling like a walking zombie..argh! hate it..slept too much..gonna go wash up and stuffs now..then eat my 1st meal..damn hungry..i think i will be slacking thru the nite again..waking up at this time means..i prolly gonna slack till morning..ok..that's for today..missing ya..=

7:52 PM
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Hmm..slack the whole morning till 2:15pm..b4 i actually start to get off to my toilet and have my bathe and prepare to meet leoie..yang and amos..after preparations and stuffs..i went out to simei last cabin while waiting for yang's call..then we met up wif each other..and get our arse over to tanah merah mrt to meet up wif leoie and amos..haha..the 1st expression tells me..amos and leoie are both friendly..but i started off being abit shy..as usual..that's me..as shy as always..=X then amos drove us to tamp when yang said he wanna go breeks to take his bloody mambo disc..but to no avail..he said they threw it away..sighed..
Then..our journey begin..shooting from expressway over expressway..wif the street directory on yang's hand..we finally search our way thru to Serangoon Garden Country Club..as amos gotta fetch his darling at 10pm..so he just wanna make sure..he actually know how to get there..haha..so sweet of him yea?after that..we shoot straight to queensway shopping centre to have a walk..cause amos and leoie might wanna get some t-shirts or stuffs..but b4 we actually reached our destination..our dear amos did a manly act by dashing over the red light when there are camera all over the junction..lolx..everyone was shocked..even amos started to worry..haha..the carpark part..really make me laugh my arse off as amos stalled his engine twice or more..cannot blame him thou..there r cheeky "slope" all over..we actually gotta get down 1st..b4 amos can park the car..too small a lot..and he park right in..LOL! we measure and we proclaim..3 of us can actually stand behind the car to fit the lot perfectly..
We went round & round in queensway shopping centre..but spending most of our tim looking at gals more than clothes..geez..that's not me..but i wanna say..it's influence..lolx..spend some time there b4 we set off to marina south..
Woo hoo! here we are!! here we are!MS was quit crowded when we reached..ppl are all busy chatting and having their steamboat..when we looked around again..for gals..omgz..i sound like a super despo here..lolx..we settled our bill and started attacking on da prawns and meats..3 of us actually became yang's beloved darlings..when he keep peeling prawns for us..and i was busy cooking stuffs and shared it wif my buddeh on da table..time flies..helicopter flew over our head..woot! guess what..the scene was like the helicopter is just right above my head..so close wif da singapore flag..boo!!! i dun give a damn abt national day..haha..after eating..we heard "BOOM!!" and amos went driving like "initial D"..vrOom!! vrOOm!! and he speed his way down the straight road..wif beautiful fireworks flying all over da sky..really nice..but it could have been better..if zhu was wif me..i told them that..having steamboat wif some1 u love..is really a very loving programme..when u actually can get closer wif each other..haiz..im such a failure..
Amos drove us to grandlink after that..and went to fetch his darling over at serangoon garden..then 3 of us started playing billiard..geez..been quite sometime since i last played..having some difficulties shooting the BALLS into the hole..played aroudn 5 - 6 frames..and we went over to geylang to meet amos and his darling for some supper..
My tummy is still full..so i just ordered a cold soyabean..while they started eating again..haha..after that..we dun wanna waste anymore time..and set off back home..
Weeeeeee!!!! an idea suddenly came up from yang..when we walked passed amos's car..we decided to put a paper on his screen..to act as thou he was being summon..lolx..really funny.when he keep asking.."the auntie really was there just now?" and yang keep disturbing him by saying what Storm haircut stuffs..haha..
Now that im back home..i gonna go on a coma soon..i dunno what time i will wake up..but imma shall set off to bed now..good9 buddehs..and i wanna thanked u guys for this national day outing..Cheers!

11:59 PM
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Omg..i didn't know it's so hard and complicated..i was stuck right after i create an account..lolx..my bad..what have i been studying in poly man..totally forgot a lot of commands..geez..thank god i happen to find my way..to get a nice skin which i like..and manage to search my way out on how to get a tagboard..jesus christ..then i went to study ppl's blog and started jotting down some notes or shud i say commands to insert the music in my blog..hehe..afterall..im still not that bad..and here comes my blog..muhahaha..
hmm..was up the whole nite listening songs and surfing forum..i guess im abit sick and tired of gaming already..or maybe im just lazy..but i just dun have the interest like what i used to have..sitting infront of com..playing day and night without going out..my bros was like kinda shocked that i got addicted to it..and its non other than --> GunBound..well..11 days to my enlistment..i hope this last 11 days..i can meet up wif her..or even a small chat on the phone..but my dear bro yang..wrote a testi for her..making it so obvious that i like her..now..i dun even dare to call her anymore..but i know yang's intention was to help me..but he forgot my weakness..haha..im so useless sometimes..anyway..will be slacking till noon..then meet up wif yang and frds if im not wrong..not slping for today..haiz..really miss u zhu..=

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