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Sunday, September 10, 2006

it have been abt 2 mths since i last blogged..got no time..but now..im starting to get back all my time le..ORD soon in 19/10/06..which is like..1 mth from now..and imma clearing leave from next week onwards...basically only need to go back 1 day to do 1 cb COS duty on a weekend..till end of sept..till then..then i can be officially free to wait for my pink IC again..have been waiting and waiting..finally its my turn..the journey is indeed boring and long..but seeing frds ORDed 1 by 1..i know its my turn now..but ording means more stress and more responsibility coming up next..need to work..earn money..plan for the future..etc etc..so i hate to get older and older each yr..

last time when i was young..i hope i can get older fast..so i can do alot of stuffs..but now..that is not what i really wan...i feel the stress of being an adult..too much to think..haiz..that's life...looks like im spending my weekends at home this week..spend the whole of yest staying at home..rotting..watching soccer...thinking of something really makes me unhappy..low..lost...haha..i dunno what else..everything seems to be not going my way...i tried so hard..by trying..it turned out to be something thats not nice to hear or see..so why did i bother to try in the 1st place? yeah..by trying..i thought everything can be beautiful and sweet..but it isnt that simple..life simply sucks..everything seems to be repeating itself over and over again..and i guess im sicked of it..a leopard cant change its spots..this is a very true quote..no matter how hard u tried...how much u do..i can only say...dun bother to even start...it only end up being sad or unhappy over everything..haiz..i dunno what i wan now...seemed to be real lost..need to get out of the jungle and find myself once again...this lost feelings is irritating..

4:22 PM
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