Wednesday, August 11, 2004
well..as usual..i woke up at 8+ last nite and slack all the way to the morning..but my buddeh shaun go crazy when he said his NS letter arrived..and he gotta report next tues..which is earlier than me by 3 days..lolx..he was kinda low..and went out to drink wif his frds..lolx..u will love his reaction man..lolx..ogk forum was done..and yet i dun wish to go gaming..so i just chilling infront of my com surfing frdster..smoke..and do nth till shaun is back..and started talking craps wif him..then pei was online..and she reminded me to meet her on 19th..to celebrate my last day? or shud i say a last meet up..maybe she misses me i guess..lolx..anyway..me and shaun just played her around while she's in the blur mode in da morning..then we saw yang left for his oversea trip..geez..good life huh? too bad i cant go anywhere now..haiz..maybe 2 yrs later..and that makes me abt 4-5 yrs without leaving singapore..my mum told me that my grandpa misses me real lots..but every new yr..i seem to be missing my loved one here..so i decided not to go back m'sia..*sigh*
Leoie came online and i started showing him and shaun grace's pic..and they goes "fwah!!" "kan chio lor!!" lolx..its grace man..of course lah..she's an angel from heaven man..then i showed them step's pic..whom looked like Yang Gong Ru lor..u wouldn't believe there's such beauty in SG..well..i might be talking rubbish and nonsense wif my buddehs.but when it come to r/s..im serious and definitely not that kinda playboy or flirt whom u all thinks i am..im just as fragile as any kind souls out there..dun accused me for being a flirt CAUSE IM NOT ONE!i know when to joke..and when to be serious..saying this and that gal chio or what doesn't link me into a flirt or playboy..i dun haf that kinda quality to play anyone..i just wanna be serious and settled wif some1 i loved and whom i can last..anyway..i dun haf much gf..this proves i dun love any laddey out there for no reason..but the chemistry that links us 2gther..prolly u guys and wussy doesn't know..i treat all my gf real cool..cause i wan them to rmb me even thou if i leave for good or bad..be some1 they rmb..is better than being some1 whom they hate..heez..that's my theory in love..so u can see many of them asked me for patch..but i find it real hard..i need some1 who can click wif me..understand me..and talk to me abt anything under the sun..well..everyones' hope for a carign and understanding partner too..i hope u will know it someday..that i love u..
Leoie asked us to play gb after mia for a long time..so me and shaun agreed wif that..and went killing those noobs in the room..lolx..games after games..we still cant have a good and challenging game..i guess we r too pro..prolly our teamwork is too good..lolx..the unbeatables yea? haha..we played till leoie got d/c..and ah paul..shaun's wife..reached his house..and we bid good bye and leave the game..i was kinda bored..till i saw zh3nG came online..suddenly..swimming came to my mind..so i gave him a call..and he told me he wanted to upgrade his hp..and go for a swim..i was like "wtf!! i called ya to ask u out for a swim dude!" lolx..great minds think alike yea? hehe..prepared my stuffs and met zhengiee at tamp mrt..
Headed to CS Haagen Dazs..and saw my ex colleague(maybe i spelt wrongly)..have a few chats wif them..and told them that im leaving on the 20th..anyway..zheng still working at there thou..went a level up to nokiacare..waited awhile and jio leonard down for a puff..while we started our lame craps and nonsense again..lolx..
Here we are..at tamp swimming complex..we stripped ourselves from top to bottom..oh kosh..im naked!!!i jump right into the cold pool..GEEZ!! IT FUKING COLD!! WTF!! where did the sun go? started diving into the bottom of the pool..and up..then zheng ask for 1 lap..geesus..i cant believe 1 lap actually make me so exhausted..i was like just finish running a 2.4km..but not so "kua zhang"..but indeed very bad for me..what happen to my fitness?am i dying or something?why so poor? went a few laps b4 im in a total drowning state..zheng was still fit..going lap after lap..haha..trying to burn some fats..so he's trying hard..but suddenly i feel like vomitting and tummy ache..so i rush to the toilet to release myself..after that..i told zheng..im not feeling well..and we went to bathe..
Settled down at BK for our lunch as i got some coupons wif me..hehe..dun look down on us for using coupons..cause coupons helped us to save alot of money..both headed for our standard mushroom swiss meal wif 10 cheezesticks and extra 1 barley..woot! i miss the mushrooms!!
Back to Haagen Dazs for our free dessert..Macadamia Nuts wif Caramel Cone Explosion..BOOM!! yummy!! i miss those NUTS! LOLX!!!!was chilling on the 1st table..wif our yummy icecream..then kelvin and leonard joined us..these 2 kukus nv work but sitted down wif us..happily chatting..haha..what if desmond appear? omg..we will be kill!!anyway..who cares? haha..
abt 3:25pm..we headed for nokiacare to collect zheng's hp..he's kinda like.."if i got no hp..im as good as dead" situation..hehe..then i was chilling outside..looking at the chiobu working in Nokiacare..trying to peep at what she's doing without being caught..but unlucky for me..i was caught by her 1 time..and i decided to walk away..as usual..im shy..haha..
Then we went down and saw a yellow Mazda 6 drove passed..guess what? i saw miho in the car..that's her bf dude!!woo hoo..driving a nice car yea? well..that's the testimonial from the lord "wu chia wu charbo..bo chia..simi ma bo!"..hmm..we BOB always remind ourselves wif this sentence..*sigh*...sometimes it really proved wif evidence..
Went over to Pavillion..trying to get a table for billiard..but its kinda like full house..except for pool..but we dun play pool..its too easy..lolx! joking..so we decided to go upstairs for gaming instead..played abt an hr + and here i am..back at home..im feeling very tired now..going to hit the sack soon..duno what time i will wake up thou..slping at this time..geez...midnite? or tml morning? nobody knows..my biological clock in in an unstable condition since a long time ago..
Time and tide waits for no man..but im lost..real lost this time round..i really miss and wanna see her..i wish i could call her up and talk to her..but im afraid she might be busy..or will somehow reject me in a way..but trying not to hurt me..well..i dunno why i love her so much..maybe because of her..her everything..the 1st day we went out..and most importantly..her lovely smile that melted my heart..whenever i looked at her..she will give me a shy smile..geez..i wish i could hold her right there..and whispered in her ear.."give me a chance..to prove my love for u..gimme a chance to let u feel love and care once again..for me..will always be faithful and true to u..till the end of time.."
misses u..
amen!
